7.12.2009
7.10.2009
stuff i've been thinking: the week of sidney and rachel.
Oh hey there blog friends and blog buddies. I feel like I haven't done a "Stuff I've Been Thinking" blog in a while and this week seems like the perfect time to do it. It was just one of those like kind of lazy weeks... and the humidity was down so it felt more like CA than PA. It was a semi-boring week though. Fourth of July was fun and then going back to the regular week was like so uber boring. I think in the summer it should be a written rule that you get every Friday off. duh. This picture came from Monday's impromptu photo shoot in the bathroom near my office. wee hoo. I think the color of the stalls really brings out the brown in my eyes. Luckily, now it's the weekend except now it's that heinous story-line on the OC with ryan and that girl he like kind of got pregnant. I'm just so happy SOAPNET replays the OC. 

c. i usually don't get pretentious about things like this but...
e. little houses made of ticky tacky...7.07.2009
could YOU be a new reality star???
6.28.2009
eric mathew supports the arts and crossword puzzles.




6.22.2009
Bermuda... a flashback.
It is very weird to think about living there now. It is so very different from anywhere in the United States. Many of the people that live there are from England. I remember that many of my friends had parents in Bermuda as well as in England. I think if I went back to the island today, it would be very similar to what it was like many, many years ago. It's sad because I remember only minimal things about living in there, but it is extremely beautiful.
Palm tree's and the ocean all year long? What more could you ask for?
I lived in a beautiful house while I was there too! It used to be pink, but has been repainted since then. It had the biggest from yard ever. Also, in Bermuda all of the house have names to them... ours was "Herringay." (hm.. hint.. hint?)
Luckily, I actually found a picture online of the house... so here it is.
Pretty right?
Most people could only dream of living on such a peaceful island! I also used to play rugby there and do theater. What a mix, right? Also one of my most vivid memories was when Matron (the school nurse... and kind of a racist name if you ask me) said that I was rung round like a rag doll, because I was like hit on the playground. haha! I went to a private school there... Saltus.
Saltus was very private... the uniforms looked kind of like Harry Potter... which would make sense. I also remember the music/ gym teacher (yep, she taught both) was crazy and so mean and would yell at student all day long. It's funny what we remember.
The final thing I remember (sadly) is how that was the last time my family was together as one. After we moved back my parent's divorced, but I still have a family picture from Bermuda that is in my room.
And as sad as that is, I still have the memories and the stories about our faithful time on that small island in the Atlantic.
6.19.2009
R.I.P. Gary Papa- 1954-2009

6.17.2009
Indigo Girls in Central Park: A BIG Lesbian Party



6.11.2009
i am on a billboard. so epic.

6.08.2009
stuffI i've been thinking 6/8... i wear my sunglasses at work...

a.) i'm a d-list celebrity... keep me on here.

e.) tony. tony. tony.
6.01.2009
Final Hills Recap: L.C. leaves the Hills (for now)...

- I will say this over and over again, but this opening to the hills is so fucking epic. it never gets old. ever.
- WOW! Genuis episode title... it's a wedding... we could have gone with "Going to the chapel... gonna get married."
- Heidi is not real now, because I just watched her other TV show.
- Club rat is like not making sense and asking open-ended questions.... does anyone else think this convo is ridic?
- Whose Holly?
- Oh her sister... she should have had the bartender as the M.O.H.
- Club rat lost her job and isn't the M.O.H. wow that sucks.
- Hey yo. I'm Spencer... I'm sorry. Therapy? Republicans do that too!! Stay away.
- Oh Darlene... America's ball--buster.
- Spencer is doing a good job reading off of cue-cards in this episode. DARLENE DO NOT FALL FOR THIS.
- UGH!
- THERE IS NO NEW AND IMPROVED SPENCER.
- "Your glowing." Must be the drugs. jk. jk.
- Audrina knock it off... oh look Holly! WoOO HooOOo.
- ALL BOYS. four fucking Spencers????????
- AND THAT's HOW THEY BRING IN KRISTEN..... wow MTV great job.
- A thong that says "only for my man. G-D."
- Club rat is so fucking stupid... they are flip-flops.
- Obvs. Audrina has been at these parties before... I mean everyone needs to write thank you's.
- Ephasis on the death? WHAT???
- I wish I was a random extra on the hills because then my ass would be on every show.
- This is really weird and L.C. just started singing and it's freaking me out.
- Brody. Your not five... your sisters will kill you.
- "You know we're in a restaurant?" NO! WHAT!
- Cue sad music and COMMERCIAL!
- Back after the commercials and this music is so wild. woo hoo. oh hi random ass.
- Spencer grows a beard so fast. Mountain man.
- A beer! It's like the "Shorti's and 40's Party!"
- Erika wants to know if he is going to shave for the wedding?
- Spencer has issues, and I think America could have told him that.
- Listen man... i'ma bro bro and like being a bro isn't nice bro and like that's not the person i wanna be bro and like i'm genuine bro... bro.
- Lauren is working obvs.... why is this place look like a dump?
- 700 e-mails... bitch please i get 900 a day.
- lauren = a.k.a. i wanna quit.
- lisa is a great actress.... she should win an emmy, because we know she is lying.
- Did she just say "I wanna sleep in your bed tonight?"
- OH WOW! The lion king sun.
- They are eating at a restaurant called cut? sounds kind of kinky.
- Heidi's dad = Buffalo Bill.
- Club rat is like balling and wasted.... typical.
- Spencer shaved... everywhere.
- Holly a.k.a. L.C.
- WASTED.
- WASTED.
- WASTED.
- Does anyone else think Holly looks like Chelsea Clinton.
- Dear Jesus... find me a boy!
- I'm sorry... a producer prompted Holly. This is ridic.
- Nana is not pleased.
- Club rat totes got drugs from her club friends and now she is trying to fuck with Holly.
- Who the hell is Charlie? He looks like the CEO of Virgin.
- The purse is from Forever 21... it gets stepped on the floor in the store.
- Rude. Rude. wtf... manners mcphee is pissed.
- Holly looks like Whitney now. STOP CRYING. PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER.
- I'm rude?
- Day 1.... Day 1.... barely making sense.
- WHAT??? Holly is going home! This is fucking crazy.
- Oh hey Rodeo Drive...
- I wanna apologize because A) I look so much better today and B) I'm un-wasted now thanks to Club Rat.
- I would not be offended because the producers warned me... el o el.
- The asians hate Heidi... you can tell. OBAMA.
- Is Spencer in Nordstroms?
- Oh wow! Adam Lambert is the person helping them pick out tuxedos.
- IS HE KIDDING?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?
- What. The answer is NO. N-O.
- Crust bike rider.
- Final BBQ at the L.C. house.... where is she going exactly?
- Club rat? Doesn't she have a wedding to attend to.
- Remember when Audrina lived in the pool house like Ryan on the O.C?
- What? Is this a new story-line with Brodster and Club rat?
- (We might as well throw everything out because we are mooooooooooooving).
- I love those tortilla chips.
- L.C. is dressing down... she is such a free-spirit.
- Insert L.C. witty comment.
- Ah! I love weddings.
- Why are the ushers actually ushering people... this ain't the theater!
- ugh... shut-up spence.
- these bros are so effing ridiculous.
- i spy gays at the wedding... oh hey Lo.
- I bet L.C. is getting her hair did.
- OMFG STACEY! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Justin fucking Bobby!
- Club rat is clearly still hung-over from tiger heat last night "droppin' thrity-five."
- goddess princess amazing person.
- hired actors as the floer girls.
- l.c. = all access pass.
- clearly heidi's family loves l.c. best.
- WHAT OTHER MONIQUE IS THERE L.C.???????????
- "You look like the 4th of july..."
- WHAT! Kristen is wearing the same color as L.C. I HATE HER!
- This editing is bananas.
- Heids!! You was my best friend.
- I have never seen a church basement look so nice.
- L.C. PUT THE BLACKBERRY AWAY.
- Remember how much Kristen's Laguna season sucked ass????
- Yes! Back... oh no... the wedding march... nazi's... creepy.
- I am legit scared of Heidi's dad.
- I wonder if L.C. is having the prime rib or fish at the reception?
- Does Spencer ALWAYS have to be a d-bag.
- I like the Jewish ceremony better.... sorry.
- I Ross take you Rachel.
- These vows are totally written by Dr. Seus... they seem so tricky.
- Will the extra's please rise!
- THE PRATT'S!!!!
- I wonder where U.S. Weekly is to the the pictures???
- Security!!! Holla.
- Why is Lo pretending she is BFF with that ho- bag.
- Audrina is like umm okay w/e.
- Audrina is literally like are you fucking kidding me?!?!?!
- Of course she fucking catches it.
- YOUR NEXT KRISTEN. SEASON 2.
- Maybe L.C. is going to Paris?
- Closure.
- umm... he just blew through a stop-sign.
5.27.2009
And we say namaste.
Okay, so I have never been an athletic kid. I was forced to do sports when I was younger, when all I wanted to do was act. (Maybe that was a hint?) As I have gotten older though, I do really enjoy going to the gym and working out... it gives you this great self-esteem after you are done. I always feel invincible. Anyway... I used to do Yoga. A few summers ago when I was the arts specialist at a sleep-away camp I would drop in on the classes taught by my friend Nikita who is from Scottland. It was interesting to see how she would teach yoga to any age group, and see how they did it. After returning from CA and back to PA I wanted to get back into the habit of it. There is a great studio near me and everyone coming out of it always seemed really happy... so I signed up. I have to say, it has been the best decission. This form of yoga is called "power yoga." This is what one article said about power yoga:5.26.2009
hills recap will come!!
5.23.2009
Ready to be loved.
I have tried to write this blog many of times and can never seem to find the right words to do so... so here goes. How hard is it to find someone to love? Why are people so picky in the world today? I literally feel like I am going to be a lone forever. Why? Because I can never get the love back that I show to someone. I have a lot of that love to give too. Society is so judgmental in this day and age, and I honestly have to say that I'm so sick of it. Who cares if someone is not that perfect size 2 or has the prettiest eyes, why can't you love them for their personality or their passion? Why can't you enjoy those silent moments you spend with someone as opposed to the times you talk?5.17.2009
i am obama... or like him.
5.15.2009
3 dudes... 1 girl.... 1 city: a night in tweets.






5.11.2009
the hills recap.... blackout.

A Message from Dr. G...

5.04.2009
hills recap: world war 3: h-wood!

- Theme song time.... this song NEVER gets old.... I love it. But I have to say... I've never seen LA that empty before.
- Shocker.... Jade is mad at Audrina. Who knew? Oh and Audrina is "single and allowed to date" DUH... thats what single means.
- SO CLOSE YOU CAN ALMOST TASTE IT (LIKE WHEN THE JEWS WERE IN THE DESERT FOR 40 DAYS AND 40 NIGHTS)?
- YEAHHHHHH......
- "PLAY MATES BRING THE DRAHAMA! boys, boys, boys.
- Heidi snoops on texts... she should be in the fbi.
- Oh and I guess she gets a lunch break where she can walk on Melrose. I wish I had that job.
- I am glad Kelly Clarkson is playing.
- Brody is kissing Jade and AUDRINA is coming. ww3?
- pAArty at H-Wood. Ironically it just opened.... and they LOVE it.
- Club rat looks awful... don't the pratts own mirrors?
- Who is this girl who looks like Nina Garcia that is with them?
- Malicious... deliberate... skankially... malicious.... wow club rat has such a good vocabulary.
- SHE DID NOT JUST WAVE! WTF! Like what the hell.... who does that? Who wants a republican. UGH!
- This girl needs subtitles... I can't understand her.
- I feel like Heidi's hair is going to light on fire, because she is so close to the bulb.
- Stacie = bratz doll.
- OMG. did club rat just say Narley?
- Over at Frankie's bro pad.... drama ensues! Audrina comes decked out in Eddie Bauer and everyone is uncomfortable. Not just because she looks odd.... but because she is a home-wrecker.
- Jade said Fuck. it was bleeped... but we all know.
- DID AUDIRNA JUST BLOW A KISS????
- Now Audrina doesn't understand why she is a home-wrecker?
- LIAR. Aurdina is lying. what the hell. Jade likes the word fucked up.
- Does anyone feel this fight resembles the one between Kelly and Betheny?
- Brody is know talking about the types of hugs. Okay bro. Bro. Bro. stop being so bro. bro.
- The Hills... sponsored this week by Yeaggar... Petrone is obvs. gone this week.
- Jordan McBasher? Bash? McBash? McLovin?
- Now they are in therapy... and FBI agent Heidi is talking. She is so sly.
- I'm sorry this woman is bugging me....
- Spencer the "I didn't get the text line" DOES not work.
- Does Spencer shave. EW.
- Obvs. this doc doesn't like the Hills. she is so over this couple.
- That sofa looks so comfortable..... spencer looks like the cheshire cat.
- Since when do club rat and home-wrecker hang out. "She probs sleeps in her make-up." HOW AWFUL!
- omg. audrina looks so trife.
- totally.
- audrina totes is like brody wants me. because like brody wants me because like he just does.
- MORE YEAGER! what the hell?
- Hey Guys! We came to crash your party again!
- Audrina has no clue no one likes her.
- This club is loud... so lets scream LOUDER!
- OMG. FIGHT. JERRY! JERRY! JERRY!
- Jade loves fuck so much. It literally was like I'm gonna F**** kill her. I F**** hate her. That F**** bitch. I F**** F*** F****.
- Audrina doesn't make sense. She was like going to be like AH! But instead was like ummm bye. xoxo.
- Where are my bros at?
- The girls are eating.... but not really...
- Audrina looks like a Jonas brother... who is sleazy T?
- Audrina is like so lying.... WHAT DOESN'T SHE GET????
- Lo looks kind of odd... like that martian on that show.
- LC is like "Dear Abby" giving all this advice.
- Spencer came on his own... now he is lying... this is so odd... here come the questions.
- When we met we were so different... we both like the same republican senators though.
- I wonder how many horses this doctor owns?
- Spencer is such a liar... he goes out every wknd... we all see the tapes.
- OMG! choke up central... i wish i could replay that. omg.
- where is LC???????????
- oh lc and brodster out to brunch.
- brody was like yo man... my bros... man jade... my bros... man! since when does he have a butt chin?
- audrina. swf. ddf. who wants her??? guys???
- just got mad awkward over eggs benedict.
- *cue sad music* this is like the parent trap.
- and already over?????? no effing way.
5.03.2009
5.01.2009
come to my window: eric mathew a week in pictures

So... my dining hall got new cups. I was really excited... not sure why... but they hold more. I just felt like taking a picture to show the excitement. If you only saw my face. Maybe because it was time for a change, and this was the best one they could do... I'm just saying... more water is good for the body.
c. the most adorable thing ever



4.27.2009
hills recap: cornifacation?

- Blah, blah... last time on the hills.... stephanie caused mad drama at her job and didn't answer the phones... across town spendi was being trife and lc was sad... oh yeah then there's audrina whose being a ho.
- The girls land in Hawaii because if you went away on vacay it would be so cool to crash it... so lc and the gang hitch a plane and ironically book the same hotel that brody and the bros are at. they are extremely happy that the weather is not like the 40 degrees in LA. i really don't know which time they are at... but its never 40 degrees all day in LA.
- Across the US in LA... the reublican couple is at barnes and noble at the grove... i was surprised i wasn't in the background... i have been known to spend some money at nordstroms.
- the female republican also springs it on the male republican that her jesus loving guy is coming. DRAMA!!!!!!
- Like usual spencer looks like shit... he is shiny... and resembles a gofer. typical.
- Back in Hawaii... club rat (aka stephanie pratt) cause TONS of drama. does this girl ever keep her mouth shut?
- So All 4 people have dinner... Spencer plugs his Petrone sponsor. WHAT THE HELL???
- The next day... Republican and Jesus go boxing... Spencer just is like oh man... sex. sex. sex. he also tells everyone he had playboy at 14. good family.
- The next day they have bible class.
- Back to LA.... jesus and gf have left... spencer is like blah blah i'm a d-bag and heidi orders the check. do they ever eat.
- Brody and his bros are all like man... audrina.. holla.... bromance. bros!
- The girls are like boo! i'm tired. I keep wondering why??? It's Hawaii.
- Audrina was a ho and slept with Brody. Oh... also, Audrina is NOT scared... let her start at WAR. World War 3.



